Wife

Dear God, I accept your will for my life, yet I feel so deeply called to have a wife and family in any form that is. I'm struggling with patience, and lonely yearning. God please help me grow and become the perosn I need to be. Help me to continue to put my faith and fears in your hands. You know my heart and I'm very grateful to feel your presence in my life always. I would love to grow more kindness, understanding, active listening skills, harmony, balance, self care, and scheduling of my time. Use me in all the ways you do. Keep me in alignment with your will over my life accepting all that is to come. I put my full faith you in you lord. I also pray for my nephews success and family. His wife and her healing. My Dad to stay healthy and fit. My mom to find you everyday. My niece to also find her love and discovery in your lord. I pray for Leesl's cancer to continue to heal miraculously. I pray Karen finds peace of mind in her anxieties. K'imani led to her purpose and calling. Megan to find you again. Caitlyn to have a safe journey to NM. I pray my business is to form and function as you see it and I stop chasing dreams, and build solid structure and steady faith. A healthy life. In many ways I'd rather be doing fitness as a career as I miss my dear cousin so much and feel like I didn't get to know her enough. I pray that Jamie, she finds you. She was so cruel, I forgive her as you forgive us. I pray my cats are happy in my care. I pray Annie figures out her finances. I pray mostly for a major petition for a wife and family of my own. To grow into readiness. To become a better person and stable. To accept god's will and timing with a peaceful content.