We need a miracle

God, I know that I have made plenty mistakes and I'm very ashamed. I ask for your forgiveness often and I even need to forgive myself. I'm so afraid that It's too late. I'm scared. I sometimes wish I would have made a different decision eventhough I don't believe in the decision that i'm thinking of. I pray that You forgive me and help me forgive myself. Please also let my family forgive me. I pray that my baby that I'm carrying will be healthy and strong despite everything. And also that she won't be a special needs child. I also pray that she is my fiance's baby. I pray that it isn't too late and that it will all be ok, that it will all work out. I give all of my worry and fear to you Lord and ask that you will make it all right. Please. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.