Prayer for salvation and transformation

Pray for me that God will transform me that I will enter into his holiness and renewed mind. Be cleansed all memory will be erased from my life and start a new life. Pray that God could help me financially and get answers from Folksam. I lay before God one more day I can't live and can't if he doesn't help this week. I know that I have sinned in every area that you can do in this life with pornography manipulation stealing driving the economy to the bottom hurting and lying to my surroundings and people online. Chatting with fake identities accused looking down on people full of jealousy and envy. With shame condemnation and how I look at myself, Forgive me I have defiled my eyes all I am with pornography.