Please pray for my mental health

I have been struggling with severe depression and anxiety bipolar disorder and ptsd including hospitalisations for ages now. Finding the right medication is taking ages aswell through the darkness it feels impossible to go on. I ask you pray for my new dose of lithium to work before this coming Saturday and I am leaving the state to visit my best friend and go on an international holiday with my boyfriend. I did not think I would be in such a severe episode right now unfortunately it came crashing downs a few days ago. But please pray for me. I beg you too I want nothing more then to be able too smile and laugh with my best friend and boyfriend without pains of dread and fear. I love you everyone. I just pray for a miracle. I had gotten so far to get a boyfriend and now on a trip i just pray it’s beautiful. Thankyou everybody