Please Heal me Jesus

Please Heal me Jesus. I need to be healed. I’ve had dysthymia my entire life, it’s basically means living in a state of depression all the time. Fifteen years ago I came down with Severe ME, better known as chronic fatigue syndrome. I’m mostly bedridden and homebound. I have no life. And most recently, I developed an overpopulation of Demodex all over my entire body. I’m so miserable and I don’t see any cure from this overpopulation of demodex when my ME/CFS is so severe. I have next to no help the last 15 years. I need a miracle. Please pray that God would heal me from all my illnesses and problems. I’ve been a Christian since I was 11 years old. When I was able bodied I went to church pretty much every time the doors were open and went to every Bible study. Now I don’t have the strength to hardly ever read my Bible anymore but I do pray. It seems like He can’t hear me or wants to help me. I feel like I don’t understand anything anymore. I feel tortured and not very loved. Thank you.