Overwhelmed

I am totally overwhelmed with life. Pray that God would help build my faith and help address my unbelief. I believe there is a God but find it hard to believe he wants to have a relationship with me. I am finding it increasingly hard to believe that Jesus is real. Also, I feel like all of my relationships are disfunctional. I also am tired of the discord in this world (religious, political, cultural, racial, etc.). My marriage is a disaster. I think of committing suicide on almost a daily basis. Please pray for me!