My life sucks

Lord, I feel abandoned, unheard, and exhausted. I keep crying out, and sometimes it feels like Heaven is silent. Please meet me in this darkness before despair swallows me. Hold onto me when I do not have the strength to hold onto hope myself. Keep me alive through this night and remind me that my pain is not the end of my story. Send comfort, people, wisdom, and light into my life even if I can barely see it right now. Help me believe that silence is not the same thing as abandonment. Amen~ Seriously,God, WHY DO YOU FORSAKE US LIKE THIS?!?!? 😭😭😭😭😭😭