Marriage healing

Lord I am done with my twin flame maybe there isnt no such thing but I have prayed and prayed and sent messeges thu my mind to his...I am done it is not worth it at all..he has bone cancer and I sent aprayer his way and such..no chat back to me...Lord this time I mean it I wish I never never met him period too much emotional shit I am done..till him Lord if you what ..grrrr. healing Lord that my hubby stops yelling at me and treating me not nice at times if I raise my voice to he gets mad..what is a girl to do I love him a lot just wish he would be nicer sometimes healing for our health marriage getting along my anxiety panic attacks hearing loss ringing ears and feeling really heavy inside with anxiety ect it is bad Lord and healing for my sisters and for emly she has brain cancer and it has spread please heal her Lord and Gene;s bone cancer..help Lord I really need you so much I give this all to you Lord help me please.,amen