help my son, my work, my two boys

I have been praying for 18 years and nothing is working for me, please pray for my son Dan to start working, be successful and prosperous, I am at the end of my rope with so many issues and worries at the age of 74. Help Dan and his wife are very happy together, do very well together and have a prosperous and happy life together. Help my work do well and pay for our expenses, it's so much down, I don't know what to do anymore. Help my two boys are very close, it's killing me inside that they are so much apart. Please take me first from this life before my husband, I am so ready to leave this world. Help I cannot take all this stress anymore. Thank you