Healing and broken heart

Please pray for me and my daughters. Young women. My husband and their father ghosted us. Years ago. He left the USA and went to Canada and married his girlfriend. While still married to me. I was destroyed. I drank vodka. Got fired. Jailed. Public intoxication. Hospitalized. Nursing home for the elderly and dying. I was neither. I was sad. My husband was married to another woman. Pray God forgives me. Let’s me live. Sends a good man to be my best friend and love me. Travel. Cook. Movies. Live theatre. Mountains. Oceans. Life. Pray for me. I was so sad. I want to live again. I’m not old. I’m not bad. Pray for me please. God send life back to me. Nina. Oklahoma.