Forgetting to Say thank you, amongst my complaining and pleading

I am being rejected. I hoping God remember me and saves me and gives me a future. God has historically punished people unto a certain generation for ills committed. I pray the lord forgives me and my family for any ills committed. The doors are closed, healing is a bit slow. But if it is because I forgot to say thank you to God, let me stop and say, Thank you lord for keeping me, for healing me, for calming my fears, for healing my hurt, for fixing my life, for exposing the lies, for embracing when I am rejected. I thank you because you said, speak things so that they come to fruition. I pray the promises of God. I pray the love of Christ, I pray the peace of God, not only for me, but for all iin this nation and the leaders who are responsible for governing. Lord, for those who do much, and no one knows the work that they do, I say thank you lord. Thank you for Holding Me.