Broken and Uncertain

I have alot of emotional baggage that i bottled and refused to give it to Jesus to heal. in doing that, I have recently lashed out an old friend/flame that i reconnected with a couple months ago, she moved on but i hadn't, so our solid friendship is on the brink of ending because I lashed out in a broken unhealed place of my heart. I don't want my bottled trauma to ruin our friendship, so i request prayer for God to take my past wounds that i refused to give to him to take em and make me whole, and restores my Friendship with my dear friend. thank yall my brothers & sisters in Christ love ya'll may God bless.