Big mistakes

I made mistakes Yesterday I got into an argument with my mother and after that I drank alcohol and went to visit a friend. Unfortunately I drank way too much and it escalated so that the police had to come and bring me to jail I‘m extremely mortified and loaded with so much guilt :( I also spoke bad about my friend behind his back while some stranger was driving me to him, I don’t even know why, I would never do that with a sober mind 😭 I messaged him and confessed because the guilt is eating me alive and there’s a good chance he maybe knows.. I now wait for an answer and I just hope he will forgive me. I hope I didn’t do worse things that I cannot remember. I don’t want to lose this friend 😫 Please please pray that God forgives me too and that my friend willl understand and not be mad. Please pray that no one will remember my behaviour from yesterday and that I will find my lost phone again… It would mean so much to me